Sooooo, the fuck machine arrives tomorrow! Just in time for a newbie who wants pegged on Valentine's Day! Can't think of a better way to spend that evening, than ramming someone hard with a new toy lol...
A few days ago, I had quite the encounter. I had a much anticipated appointment (on his end obviously) with a slut named Pete. It was scheduled a few weeks in advance. And to be frank, he at first reminded me of quite a few of you sluts. You know who you are, you guys that are control freaks (which is why you find release in giving it to me)....He contacted me a few times after scheduling, insisting on my location, checking to make sure we were still good etc, etc. You first timers have the hardest time letting go. I am an extremely dependable Mistress, I do not forget sessions or cancel you last minute for "filming" like others in my area. I enjoy in person submission first and foremost, there's nothing else out there like it.
Now back to Pete. He was awesome to play with on many levels. He stayed in his chastity for a week prior as I demanded. He showed up on time, dressed for success, and most of all ready to submit! The most exciting for me, that his pain tolerance was extremely high. I mean here is this first timer, I am giving him dozens of ball kicks, and even got him in the ball vice for a game of cards, I didn't even let him use lube and he still smashed his useless package in there tight. He sang and danced for me, took it the ass, it was seriously a good time. I did do a couple of tests while in session, and I did not feel he was in complete subspace, but this did not surprise me on a first visit. I could feel that he was hanging on to the little bit of control he felt he still had. I feel he came to me not for submission, but because he was sexually attracted to the pain and other activities. But I believe when he left, he had a new attraction to submission itself.
Now he told me before he came in he was not interested in bondage and was afraid of the feeling of closed spaces. But I had to challenge him on that. I will tell you why. You guys are asked to give me activities you are open to, and soft and hard limits BUT...for you to give me this list and have no wiggle room seems like utter nonsense to me. How am I in control? How are you submitting? While I do things from YOUR list?! The answer is obviously you are not. You are just trying to make me a different kind of whore for you. Shame on you, losers...
So after some discussion, I took him completely out of his comfort zone. I restrained him, and I smothered him quite a few times. Which could seem very closeted, but he loved it! Just like in every day life, if you don't try new things, you will stay stagnant. At the end of our session, despite the fact that ass worship was not on his to do list, I made him get on his knees and stick his face deep in my ass, told him to inhale my essence. At first he just sat there looking at my ass, I yelled at him, stick your damned face in my ass slut! He did it, and he came pretty soon there after. Not sure if he ended up liking ass worship, or just being made to do it, but he came very hard.
On a completely different note.... I have a few sluts who I enjoy very much, but forget to show a little extra appreciation. You do tip your waitress, yes? Your hairdresser, yes? But not your Mistress, who meticulously plans for your visit, edges you endlessly, and fucks you in places you only dream about? There is a phrase I would like you slutty whores to remember. If you can't afford to tip, you can't afford to eat out. Although not required, MOST of my subs graciously spoil me, whether its cash, gift cards, wine, or toys for the dungeon. Just know that when you don't you stick out, and not in a good way.
I believe it is actually a passive aggressive act for a few of you. It's your way, whether subconsciously or not, to keep an element of control, to not completely submit. The same for those who don't call exactly on time. Those few minutes are just you, hanging on by a thread for your last bit of control, before we meet. I know this. I read you sluts and sissies like a book. Hell, every day one of you calls me, and tries to over talk me, and control the conversation, LOL.... Do you not think I SEE YOU, and what you are about?
Needless to say, I appreciate greatly my loyal and faithful sluts who DO give me small gifts for just being me, that DO show up exactly on time, that will try anything no matter how painful because you see my face light up when I mention it, that DON'T try to plow over me in our first conversation. I do in fact have a list of favorites, they are the ones I make sure I make time for, that I buy the extra toys for. (Better to torture you with, My Dear) These great sluts, even with their tiny cocks, are why I put up with the bad seeds and whistle while I head to my dungeon every day.